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1. sitting in the morning at the table.
2. walking to the table at recess.
3. 5th period.
4. lunch.
5. afterschool.
6. matts house.


those are how many times i saw HER today. those are all the times i could have done it.
those are all the times i should have done it.
pathetic.
thats all that i can say that describes me. my 156.
i want her.
i cant have her.
i will never know.
am i emo.
i dont think so.
but i wouldnt really know.
i think im just scared.
scared of her answer.
scared of the situation.
scared to leave my comfort zone.
scared to be with her.

no.

why would i be scared of that, there is no logical reasoning for that.

then why be scared?

why be scared. why be scared. why be scared.
scared to fall in love
scared to be hurt
scared to get my hopes up to watch them fall
scared to...